helloo! i'm mon, as i like to refer to myself on online spaces, also known as citrusyouth in certain spaces (derogatory) (UNLESS) and user nogizaka46 in other Certain Spaces (unpaid PR manager much /appreciative).

i have. a whole bunch of things i'd like to say. something that i'd like to explore in the future are the parallels i draw (in my head) between the current story arc of millsage and kanata/hotaru's dynamic especially with the current "arc" if you will of nogizaka46 as a group, and the implied senpai - kouhai passing of the baton, really. i have a LOT of thoughts about this particular topic, i just gotta finish the millsage story properly first and formulate the things i have in my head beyond..... rambles, in my head. i'm normal, i promise. [LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]

that plus i Fear tomorrow's senbatsu and if we get a grad blog out of it. i really hope we won't, but i worry we will. talked about this with one of my friends just earlier too, and i. i really hope i'm wrong. might come back with said rambling of thoughts post-43rd single senbatsu announcement, so in [checks watch] less than 24 hours? perhaps? updates will probably be sporadic, few and far between.

might post some interviews/snippets of stuff i've been reading, sometime, maybe. i recently picked up shinobu-san's costume book, so between that, and nogi's 10th anniv book, there's a lot i'd like to eventually dig in properly. same with the creator interviews from certain jpn magazines, might crosspost them from tumblr eventually [<- hasn't logged in for ages]. this is more of an outline sketch of things i'd like to tackle eventually.

that plus stay tuned for the mon-P-end-of-the-year top 25 sakamichi songs! would LOVE if i'd get you to listen to at least a new track and helped you find something you'd like. that'd be lots of fun.

this is just, a rough preview. outline. sketch. call it what you will.

and as a nogi 5ki ult, fan, oshi, whatever else you'd like to call it, i'll probably ramble lots about them too. would LOVE to dig in to their dynamics and charas and my perception of them and just. uwahhhhhh. yeah.

i'll be waiting for you here, with hopefully a more structured + comprehensive post. thank you.

until next time;